sheepish

hello stars

i've been so terrible, i know. hardly ever updating or responding to comments. you're all so lovely and wonderful to me and i feel ever so guilty. i hope you can forgive me; times have been hard, see, and there has been business and exams. there are yet more exams coming up soon, too. which means more quadratic trinomials and carbon compounds. things i can only grasp so loosely i can feel them trickling away.

but in any case, i can change. i will change. i will try to blog once a week, at least once every two, properly with pictures. even if it is only a little thought. i'm sorry ghostbirds has been so inactive as well; it's just that there has been so little time for writing for fun (which upsets me). it's all analytical responses at the moment.

it's latespring and i've begun listening to the radio again. i do that a few weeks before the jacarandas bloom and the classical music and lovely presentors remind me of christmas and summertime freedom. this summer i might try to get work experience at the local radio station.

the season-changes are always my favorite times. i love the transition, the easy calm. the falling leaves or unfurling flowers. the different clothes and drinks. it comforts me, especially now. i've been feeling so confused. i thought i liked someone but maybe i don't. i thought i didn't like someone but maybe i do.

in any case, thank you all for being so patient, if you are still reading here. i've been having a few troubles with blogger; sometimes it doesn't post my comments. know that i am always reading and loving your words, and you can always find me here

always love ♥